Say What You Need To Say

So there's this John Mayer song called "Say." And it basically just says "say what you need to say." And as simple as that is to say that little phrase, do you have any idea how difficult it can be to actually just do that?! I think we should say things that drive us crazy, even if it makes our hands sweat and makes our stomach hurt and makes us just want to shut our eyes and cover our ears because we're afraid of what we might hear in response.
I definitely have things that I've kept in me for months, years even, and its about time for this shit to come out. What's the point of holding it in and having nightmares about it and making yourself sick about it? Not to say that I have like a list of people that I need to cuss out. Not at all, actually. But there is at least one person that hasn't heard everything I need to say. I realize I have a lot of anger in me about the way I was treated and how I had to make these terrible decisions in my life when I shouldn't have been thinking about anything bad. I should haven't to have friendship-ending conversations the weekend before my wedding...
Needless to say, I'm just glad that I've found it in myself to actually speak up. And I know that sooner than later I'll get the perfect opportunity to let her know just how I feel about her.
So there's this John Mayer song called "Say." And it basically just says "say what you need to say." And as simple as that is to say that little phrase, do you have any idea how difficult it can be to actually just do that?! I think we should say things that drive us crazy, even if it makes our hands sweat and makes our stomach hurt and makes us just want to shut our eyes and cover our ears because we're afraid of what we might hear in response.
I definitely have things that I've kept in me for months, years even, and its about time for this shit to come out. What's the point of holding it in and having nightmares about it and making yourself sick about it? Not to say that I have like a list of people that I need to cuss out. Not at all, actually. But there is at least one person that hasn't heard everything I need to say. I realize I have a lot of anger in me about the way I was treated and how I had to make these terrible decisions in my life when I shouldn't have been thinking about anything bad. I should haven't to have friendship-ending conversations the weekend before my wedding...
Needless to say, I'm just glad that I've found it in myself to actually speak up. And I know that sooner than later I'll get the perfect opportunity to let her know just how I feel about her.